Don't worry I don't think it's contagious, or maybe it is.
I am gearing up to do another vigorous fourth step. I am looking at it differently than I have before. I'm not taking any weapons, just my eyes, and my heart. I am seeing things from a whole different perspective. I seem to be able to see my part in the big scheme of things easier this time. Some of the names are from the first 4th step, simply because I don't think I saw things clearly, so I held onto the resentment. I hope this time I can lay these burdens down for good. These is no need to blame any one or even beat myself up. The past is just that. What can be done must be, and what can't must be let go of, but not forgotten so that if some one else needs it, its available. I refuse to beat myself up any more, it just doesn't get me any where, it just makes me tired.
