Hi Laura and welcome to sobriety!
I am always so happy to see new women join AA who are truly ready and willing.
It wasn't till I jumped into AA with both feet that I saw how UNready and UNwilling I was!
But it didn't matter! What matters is to DO IT.
I found a sponsor, took the 12 steps just as they are in the big book, didn't drink, reached out to others and helped when I could, and continually stand in awe at the transformation of my life.
And I have a heck of a lot of fun too! Fun that I can remember!
SO glad to have you here! Tell us all about your one-day-at-a-times.