Welcome to the site Phillip! Great to have you and I hope that you keep coming back! I've been told that there is some really hot AA up in Nebraska! Let me know if you think it's good -- if you decide to check it out. Regardless, of what you decide to do, we're all in the same basket with you! Alcohol took us down, beat us, smashed us, and we're working at staying sober, re-creating our lives, and most of us are feeling pretty good about the progress that we've been able to scramble out for ourselves!
If I can help you in any way -- let me know. Of course, as long as it isn't making a loan or co-signing one!
When I first came to AA and heard people say "Let me know if I can help" ... I always wanted to ask "Sure! Can you direct me to the Lending and Finance Department?"
Best wishes for you!