Hi everyone. I just joined this site today. I originally came across this site because I was looking for good advice on doing step 4, since my sponsor seems to be M.I.A. at the moment. I was just drinking two days ago, I started going to online AA meetings because I live in the woods and have no babysitter for my son, although I will try to see if hubby will take over so that I can get in some f2fers. I went to rehab back in May and have been relapsing ever since. I haven't been completely shnockered in about 2 months, but I have been drinking beer all day on the weekends. That is stopped now. I enjoy being sober and am working hard trying to learn the steps.