And all I can add is it left me the second time I did the 12 steps and I don't know how cuz I'm the type of Alkie that never once in his life did not give in to the urge.
So that being the case if I were to ever be able to be of any use to anyone the urge had to be lifted.
Can't predict the future but if the urge does strike me know I will immedialty phone one of the 40 or 50 numbers I have in my phone especially a sponsee and see how they are doing. That I know will help get me out of my own way for a few moments.
Now if I could just stop smoking
One thing at a time I suppose.