My name is Anne, I'm an alcoholic,
I knew I hit bottom when, to go deeper would-a meant dead, or--wantin' outta the pit I was in. I knew one thing fo' sho'...didn't wanna be dead, didn't wanna be where I was neither. I was outta options, no fight power, no drink power, no power what so ever. I was finished. I thought there was no where to go for me...but there was. All I had to do, was want outta that spot bad 'nuff & I did. When ya can't go no further down, there's only 1 way to go...up. I started reachin' & graspin' & climbin'...AA was like a life-boat. I reached for it-made the call..but the line was too long (got put on hold
)...still needed to want it bad 'nuff, I guess...few days later, I called AA again...this time...I was gonna sit on hold, didn't care if it was 3 hours, 3 days, 3 weeks...I could out wait the hold button. I wanted it bad 'nuff. I was desperate & scared-a where I was & didn't wanna be feelin' like that ever again...I wanted it bad 'nuff.
Thanks for lettin' be ramble off a share.
Keep it simple, kids,