Dallas, I could picture that in my mind. LOL
Picture this. Julie 60 days sober and breaking a windshield on a car I sold to a young man who isn't paying me for it.
Then I drank for 3 days and now I have 25 days again.
Even tho I apologized and have already paid for the windshield to be fixed, he refused to have it fixed and instead chose to take out a warrant on me. Thankfully, the magistrate saw fit to make it a non arrest warrant. I would have DIED if I had been arrested. Me, 48 years old being a raging maniac. I'm very ashamed of that.
So, now I'll pay an attorney and go to court. I bet I won't be busting out any more windshields.
Monday I go to court for a recovery a property claim I made. God willling, I'll get the car back.
I am painfully praying for him because I made the mistake of mentioning in a post that I was willing to go to any length to stay sober. That's really hard for me to do when all I wanna do is have someone beat the crap out of him. The more I've thought about it, the more I realize that, even tho I'm praying for him, it's really for me because the resentment is blocking me off from God.
Thanks to GV for kickin' me in the butt and making me see what I needed to see.
And thanx to y'all for allowing me to share all my craziness.