First of all we had to quit playing. GOD
It didnt work.
next we decided that hereafter in this drama of sponsering. God was going to be
our director. When we sincerely took such a position all sorts of remarkable things followed.
We had a new employer being all powerful he provided what we needed IF we kept close
to him and performed HIS work(will) well. Established on such a footing we became less and
less interested in ourselves in
our own little plans and designs.
Being convinced that self manifested in various ways
we consideredwas what had defeated us
its common manifestations.
Resentment is the number one offender.
You posted "just for fun" you did a 4th step on it.
I dont do the steps "just for fun". I do them becayse they
work to get rid of my resentments and keep me from
getting blocked off from god which is fatal no matter
your sobriety time. Has your self will to get rid of your
resentments failed utterly?
Also i noticed some wierd questions you were asking yourself
As part of your "4th" step.
Does a 4thsolution step rid us of whats written down?