Tim wrote:leejosepho wrote:Show me "a god of your own understanding" in our Basic Text and I will buy the next round of cheery-cherry floats!
Step 3 "Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him"
Dallas wrote:So, somebody tell me what's going on. Is anyone nerved up about something?
Dallas likes what Tim wrote:Sometimes I disagree, then agree. Sometimes I agree, then disagree. Sometimes I agree and stay agreed. Sometimes I disagree and stay disagreed. But I've never been so agreeable or disagreeable that I've taken a drink over it
Dallas wrote:Dallas likes what Tim wrote:Sometimes I disagree, then agree. Sometimes I agree, then disagree. Sometimes I agree and stay agreed. Sometimes I disagree and stay disagreed. But I've never been so agreeable or disagreeable that I've taken a drink over it
I agree! Ditto. I go through that with myself on things that I think, write, and say all the time. I've just come to accept it as normal for me. I don't like getting upset with myself when I change my mind -- so I don't get upset when I change my mind.
Some alcoholics (including me)... like me one minute and they don't like me the next minute. So, rather than let it get me nerved up -- I work on thickening my skin rather than let it spoil my day or my life.
A long time ago if someone ever told me that I was jealous -- I'd a probably whacked them and said "you don't know me at all!"
Then, I discovered... there are times when I can be jealous... and maybe I do get jealous -- I'm not sure about it, but I can see that "I might" do it -- but, regardless if I can see it or not... I think I know fo sho that it's there. Someone has a nicer car, mo money, mo records, mo chicks, mo nicer clothes, mo friends, mo liked... and it will bring out some of my character defects called "a sense of personal inadequacy." And, when SOPA gets kicked arount -- I'll come out fighting like a tiger to be right about something so that I can get some inner-validating attention that says "aww man... you just as good as that one"!
Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 0 guests