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[sober789]

Step 6 talks about ones' character defects.
My question is :
How do you actually create the list of defects from your inventory, is there a method that is applied or is it just reading each line of the inventory and then deciding what character defect that applies to (by referencing a list of every possible character defect there is known to mankind). Where can one get such a list. (other than "from the devil").

Sometimes I hear that your character defects for resentment are the ones in the 4th column. That would mean every single person would have the same character defects ie Dishonest, Selfish , Self Seeking, Inconsiderate, Frightened. This cant be right.
I've also heard that these 5 character defects are the basic colours - all others are some form of mixture of these , like envy is selfish + frightened+self seeking. I'm not sure about this either.

Any feedback appreciated.

[ccs]

Hello sober789 I have a few thoughts { in bold print are some discriptions }
but if you havnt done steps 4&5 with a sponsor dont sweat 6 yet !!
see how the page #s are going backwards!! thats a nono

start at 1 and work your way up and Use your sponsor keep it real simple because it really is simlpe 1 thru 12 Keep reading the Big Book over and over from the front to pg 164 the more I read it the more I discover and the easier it gets to understand !!!

sometimes all I can do is just dont drink go to a meeting or call another alcoholic like me

I believe that anything objectionable is a defect just like it says below

there are many lists that have been made over the years with character defects I`ll see ifI can find some and Post them for you
there are probably some right here on our site I will look here aswell
and now I`m gonna thump you with some Big Book
LUV Cess

Step Six. We have emphasized willingness as being indispensable. Are we now ready to let God remove from us all the things which we have admitted are objectionable? Can He now take them all - every one? If we still cling to something we will not let go, we ask God to help us be willing.
B.B. Pg.76

to be rid of, the things in ourselves which had been blocking us. Our liquor was but a symptom. So we had to get down to causes and conditions.

First, we searched out the flaws in our make-up which caused our failure. Being convinced that self, manifested in various ways, was what had defeated us, we considered its common manifestations.

Resentment is the "number one" offender. It destroys more alcoholics than anything else. From it stem all forms of spiritual disease,
pg.64

Notice that the word "fear" is bracketed alongside the difficulties with Mr. Brown, Mrs. Jones, the employer, and the wife. This short word somehow touches about every aspect of our lives.
pg67

We reviewed our own conduct over the years past. Where had we been selfish, dishonest, or inconsiderate? Whom had we hurt? Did we unjustifiably arouse jealousy, suspicion or bitterness?
pg69

If we have been thorough about our personal inventory, we have written down a lot. We have listed and analyzed our resentments. We have begun to comprehend their futility and their fatality. We have commenced to see their terrible destructiveness.
pg70

[ccs]

ok Here is one small list I found

Resentment, Anger

Fear, Cowardice

Self pity

Self justification

Self importance, Egotism

Self condemnation, Guilt

Lying, Evasiveness, Dishonesty

Impatience

Hate

False pride, Phoniness, Denial

Jealousy

Envy

Laziness

Procrastination

Insincerity

Negative Thinking

Immoral thinking

Perfectionism, Intolerance

Criticizing, Loose Talk, Gossip

Greed

[DiggerinVA]

[gunner48]

Let's see if I can put this in words:

Step 6: 1. Did I review what I have already done?
2. DID I thank God from the bottom of our heart that I know him better.
3. Did I Carefully read the first 5 proposals asking if I have omitted anything.
4. Is my work solid so far?
5. Are the stones properly in place?
6. Have I skimped on the cement put into my foundation?
7. Have I tried to make mortar without sand?
8. Is my willingness indispensable?
9. Am I now ready to have (GOD REMOVE) from me all the things which "I" have admitted are objectionable
10.Can HE now take them all
11. If I still cling to something I will not let go of, Did I ask GOD for the willingness.

Next my responsibility is to stop doing the things I KNOW are wrong for me to do. I identified them in step 4 and 5. Things I said were objectionable. If they are wrong then I can not justify doing them. The things on my step 4 in column 2 are the things I have to stop doing to people. If it's wrong for you to treat me in that way then it is absolutely wrong for me to do these things to others. Examples
1. telling a lie
2. stealing
3. being cussed at
4. drulling over a woman
5. avoiding people
the list can go on and on.

Over the years I have found that what I thought was a Asset early on was one of my biggest liabilities and vise versa . God will determine what is needing of change. I simply start living by my own Moral convictions.

If I am really ready I do step seven which to me is the completion of the third step prayer.
1. Am I ready for God to have All of me?
2. Am I ready for God to remove from me Every single defect of character "WHICH STAND IN THE WAY OF MY USEFULNESS to him and my FELLOWs" See I haven't asked for all of my defects of character to be removed here only the ones that interfer with my usefulness to others
3. Have I asked to be granted Strength

I hope I haven't confused you

Peace and Love Gunner

[Dallas]

Whenever I'm thinking or acting in terms of me is me... it's my character defect.

And, the unfortunate thing of doing -- is that I learn how to do -- after I've done what I did.

After I completed all 12 Steps, and had the Awakening that comes about as a result of "doing all 12 Steps"... I went back to review what I had done and learned about "how to do it"... with a new understanding and a new enlightenment of "what to do next."

Here is an example: After I finished all 12 Steps and had the Awakening, one day I was studying more about Step 3. And, I discovered that everything I needed to know was in the info in Step 3, pages 60-63.

Example: Where do all my wrongs and character defects come from? "they arise out of my Self."

Well. What the heck did that mean? For me, it could only mean one thing, and I didn't know that there was two choices.

1. Either I'm all bad and everything that comes out of me is bad. (which is what I once believed)

Or...

2. My Self is not really me.

Meaning: My Self... is not who and what I thought I was. I am more than just me. I am more than the "Self" that I think I am, and I'm not the Self that I was thinking I was.

In other words... "me" is mine and "my self" is my self. That's an example of where my thinking was in error.

My conscious thoughts about me... separate me... from you. Conscious separation. That's my Ego. My ego is what my head thinks is me. And, as a result of living my life with my Ego in charge... I was always looking out for me and my best interest... because you... were you and not me... so, sometimes you got in my way, or you didn't do the things that I thought you should do, and when you did do them, you didn't do them like I thought you should have done them.

So, either you were out to get me, or I was out to get you. Why? Because the early bird gets the worm. I've got to be first so that I can win, or get the most, or even struggle to get whatever I get, before you get it!

Conscious separation. That's the source of all my character defects.

How does conscious separation manifest itself? It does this in terms of "thinking about my Self" and that causes me to be self-ish. Self-seeking. I want it done my way. Self-centered. It's all about me.... the world and everything that goes on... "goes on around me" at the center of the world. That means I'm Ego-(self identity)-tistical - (what I think are the facts). My ego is in charge of "my perception of life" because it's in charge of me and mine.... because it is "who I think I am."... when I'm thinking in terms of "I am".

That's when I get angry or resentful. "You didn't do it FOR me you did it FOR YOU! And, it hurt or harmed me.... so I'm going to step on your toes because you stepped on my toes!

In Step 3, it reads "we thought well before taking this Step". I thought what I thought -- when I took Step 3, and after my thinking was changed at Step 12, I could see what I was supposed to be thinking well about in Step 3!

So, then, when I looked at Step Six... what I later learned about Step Six, was not the same thing that I knew about Step Six when I took Step Six...

What I learned later was what I learned later. I was acting on faith. I didn't really know what or how to do it -- until after I did it. So, I did what was in front of me, the way that I did it, and I discovered that it got me to where I got to -- and it worked.

If I were where you are, in my questions about my character defects for Step Six, I would go back and read pages 61-63 and "think well" on those things, and those experiences that Bill writes about... and ask myself "in what way do I do that?"

Make a list of all those things that you discover in the info for Step 3, and title the list as "What needs to change about me?"

Then, you'll know what you are asking "God to remove" from you, in Step Six... (that is, in case you want to know it before you take Step Six).

Self is not the problem. The problem is "the Thinking About Self"... and the Thinking About Self... is where I found the root to all my problems and character defects.

Self-ish, as it's used in our book is not about "being a Scrooge or Tightwad". It's about thinking about "me". (Meaning, you thinking about you. And, doing things based upon "because you is you and me is me"). Conscious separation.

I hope that helps in your discovery.

Dallas