I have come to accept that there is some power greater than me out there somewhere.
As far as living and feeling it... I guess in time I will see.
With that knowledge I can move on in the steps. It does still bother me sometimes when an AA meeting seems more like a " baptist church service" than a meeting of AA.
But with the understanding that my sobriety is the most important thing I do keep coming back.
Thanks everyone for your comments!!!