Thanks for Your Replys,
Danny's body is still breathing and will probably be moved to Hospice tomorrow. At his bedside, I held onto one foot, his son the other, one arm on his son...his around me. The family stood around us in a circle, and the deed was done as the medical staff do what they do. Of all the things I've ever done in this life including forgiving myself about a year and a half ago for something that happened in the "70's...this by far and so far is the hardest thing I've ever been called into service to do.
My sponsor has me working on my Seventh Step Prayer every morning. Part of it includes:"Continue to Say and Do the Hard Things that Need to be Said and Done"! God surley wants us to be REAL.
Your support has lifted me up! I stayed sober and are helping others.
Ben Here For You!