Hello Keith, my heart and thoughts and prayers are with you and your wife. I just sent you a PM with my phone number -- please call anytime 24/7 if you'd like to talk. Our stories and experiences have so much in common -- that it's strange sometimes when you write about you -- it's almost like your writing about me. A few differences -- but many more similarities.
One thing I noticed in your message above was a typo.
I think you meant to write that your wife and twins have never seen you drink instead of never seen you sober!
I guess the reason I noticed was I type like that, too!
Your story above was very moving and right on the spot for me. There's something that I need to take care of and your message let me know that nows the time that I need to do it.
I love you and care about you Keith. And, I hope you know it. Your presence here in the forum sharing your experience strength and hope has helped me and Iknow it's been a tremendous source of strength, encouragement and help for others, too!
Wishing the best for you,