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[skatecity2009]

my name is david and i relapsed last night after being sober 8 months. i feel so out of place and disgusting its unreal. im only 22 and are on paper and im scared everyday im on it. one mess up and im gone and i think i just gave her that one thing so yea this is me i guess

[momo31]

Hi David, my name is Mo. I am sorry to hear of your recent relapse. I am new to sobreity myself so I really can't offer any words of advice to you. I did however just want to say hello & I hope that you have many clean days ahead.

[Dallas]

Welcome to the site David! Keep coming back!

Dallas

[PhoenixRising]

Good morning, David....I, too, am sorry to hear of your relapse. I need to read your story/post again, but quickly wished to respond to you as I am in relapse prevention mode right now. I'll post back again soon....l

[PhoenixRising]

Hi, David: You must come to terms that if you are "on paper" and you have relapsed, you may have to answer to your PO (if you are here in the USA) and may need to do further time. Is that correct for you? I'm very sorry, cuz being locked up sucks, but it may be in your future. Perhaps you need to think about this. Post back. I am interested in what has happened.