Here is little Krystal. That's funny. One of my best friends calls me that. We laugh about that alot. She just turned 20 years sober and to her, I am little in more than one way.
I have been sleep for about 15 hours. It is my weekend here and today is a self care day. I am taking it easy on myself and just doing what needs to be done. Grocery shopping, cleaning, etc.
Work was a tough pull this week with just being physically exhausted. I am looking forward to doing some writing and planning this weekend as well as hitting a meeting tomorrow night.
I am feeling well overall and just trying to stick to what I need to do. My boyfriend, back in LA, is getting worried as things are starting to happen here based on a bombing that happened on the 1st. There has been more incidients and things do not seem to be simply blowing over.
I talked to my sponsor last night and we discussed the importance of not taking on other people's fear. As she put, "I have enough of my own." And we both laughed. As she knows me and my fears intimately.
So, one foot in front of the other, staying focused and prayful. I appreciate this forum as a place I can talk freely of what I suffer from--alcoholism. Thanks for all the warm welcomes and questions. It lets me know I am in the right place. I will KCB.