Wow, I just read through this string that I started months ago. You know what? I started my 4th step and found it quite uncomfortable and stopped. Just stopped step work and got sidetracked with new job that didn't work out and by December when they laid me off from said job my ass was falling off! I came so close to relapse. That's when I got my seconds sponsor and got back with the program. She told me to start over and so here I am on step 3. Step 4 is looming up ahead in the distance but I'm ok. I can take it!