So I have been sober 1 day short of 8 months. I did a lot of group checking out initially and figured out where I felt most at home. Now I am going through hep C treatment and am really, really glad I figured out where my home is. I need a really secure , loving group now as I need to share some really personal stuff and I look awful( rash and fever and raccoon eyes.) just as they support my Sobreity my home group is loving me through this and helping me get out of myself so I can keep practicing the steps effectively. There is so much physical required to do the treatment it is difficult to think of others as much as we alcoholics need to. I am so full of gratitude for my home group.
So I am washing spatulas and coffee cups more as that does not wear me out!