I'll never figure me out completly
You mean that we are eventually going to be able to do that LOL. It has taken me 44 years to get to this point, trying to be what I thought I was suppose to be or what others expected me to be. I've just now starting to discover who I am but that is changing every day too. It reminds me of one of the stories in the BB when a woman first comes to AA and says to someone 'I don't know who I am anymore' The woman replies, 'that's good. Now you can be whatever God wants you to be'.
We all have charactor defects but sometimes we don't recognize them all at once. That's why we continually work the 12 steps. In this process of 'finding ourselves' we are being introduced to our deepest defects every day and sometimes even adding new ones without realizing it LOL. Procastination is a big one. I call it the 'Scarlette O'Hara Syndrome'. You know, 'I'll worry about that tomorrow' LOL. But sometimes that's the only way I can get through some 24 hours. As long as I remember to think about it again tomorrow.
To ask our higher power to remove all
our defects of charactor would be asking him to make us perfect. The process takes being able to recognize what the defects are and then asking them to be removed and being mere humans we are going to continue to find more defects.
Bandaids are meant for minor
cuts and abbrassions. So when we hit a rough spot, sometimes a bandaide is all we need. So as long as we know the difference we'll be ok. We wouldn't but a bandaide on a heart attack would we.
Anyway, that's enough of my 2 cents LOL
HAPPY 24 HOURS