Hi Gina, just browsing this afternoon. A slow day in the office in Singapore.
There is a fellow here from Scotland been living in Singapore for years. He was here when I tried the program in Singapore in 2004 and told me a story that made me say ### glad I'm not that bad. Well my story is that I have been in and out of AA for 18 years until last December 20th when I finally got in and let it be
I had actually gotten just to the same point as this fellow had shared and worse and funny thing was I was sitting in a hotel room way back drinking and accidently phoned the bugg#$r damn hate when that happens.
We'll he's out after 10 years. Came to a morning meeting last Sunday and I had a chance to share about calling him that time accidently etc. he on the other hand had just flown in and been drinking all night and a few brewskies for breakfast. What struck me and I think he's been out now for about 3 weeks or so is how he makes no sense what so ever from what you would expect someone to sound like who at least had 10 years in if that makes sense. Stuff that sounds more llike somone who has never seen the inside of an AA meeting.
Very strange and sad but hey I'm sober. I guess it is what it is.
Thanks for your message.