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My story....

Postby Victor » Wed Sep 10, 2008 4:09 am

REPRIEVE


Looking back through these eyes

Childhood dreams reality lies

People and places always the same

Smoking and drinking part of the façade

Why was mommy falling?

Mommy couldn’t stand up

Daddy had to hold her

Go back to bed yelling at us

Morning after the anger raged on

Mommy was crying and Daddy was gone

Brother, sister why? A little boy asked.

Don’t worry things will get better.

It’s a little argument it won’t last.

Sometime later this teenager could see

People and places coming together fast

A familiar stage motives and scenery

On goes the show

The character I portray

Resembles my parents in a peculiar way

Ignoring my God and all of his will

For God was to blame for all of my ills

Resenting and hating the only will for me

Blinded by ignorance and one way for relief

Drowning my sorrows with bottles of apathy

Years and years the battle raged on

How many people and relations had I harmed

Endless destruction followed this young man

‘Til the day of reckoning was at hand

Surrender to God I saw the light

Confused and still bitter

I ended this fight

Came to the halls broken and pained

Learned how to forgive and start living again

The demons of my past are no longer

Living in the now God’s will shall keep me sober.


peace

vic
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Postby Dallas » Wed Sep 10, 2008 1:58 pm

Thank you SO much for sharing your story Victor!
I appreciate you -- and believe it or not -- I understand and identify with you! :wink:

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Postby ccs » Wed Sep 10, 2008 4:23 pm

Awsome way to share your story!!!! thanks so much Victor :D
keep on sharing please ! I cant wait to hear more from you

thank you for being here cessie
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Re: My story....

Postby Berdie » Wed Sep 10, 2008 4:41 pm

Victor wrote:REPRIEVE

I ended this fight

Came to the halls broken and pained

Learned how to forgive and start living again

The demons of my past are no longer

Living in the now God’s will shall keep me sober.

peace

vic


Great way of expressing it. Thanks for sharing. I remembered much reading what you wrote...

Love & Hugs,
Stephanie
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Postby Susan » Mon Sep 15, 2008 10:18 pm

Thanks Victor, great expression.
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Postby Victor » Sun Oct 05, 2008 3:17 pm

:D thank you my new friends in recoveryfor understanding relating and accepting....

hugs
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Postby Jools » Wed Nov 05, 2008 9:22 am

Great intro, Victor.

It's a pleasure to meet you. I'm looking forward to getting to know you, Vic.

Julie :)
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