I thought we shy ed away from that.
Oh well, here it goes. I'm 918gma. 918 is a law enforcement term for crazy. The GMA of course is because I am a grandmother of two wonderful boys. I also have three other children. Had to get the grandsons from some where. I have been a single parent most of the time.
I have been sober for 17 months today. I at this moment in time have never felt better. Will I be able to say that an hour from now, or tomorrow, I don't know but right now I can say it. And it feels good.
I don't like to delve too much in drunk a logs because that's not where the solution is. I have one, we all do or we wouldn't be here.
I work in Law enforcement, which is kinda of a handicap for me some times in the program, because it scares people away. It shouldn't. We are people too. This disease has no prejudices. So please don't ever shy away from me for that. I am nothing to be afraid of. Unless you consider the fact that I am insane. But we all have that problem. It comes as a package deal with every thing else.
I have been a part of this forum for some time now, and it has been a great help to me. I love to write and some times I think I can do it better than I can speak.
There are some awesome people I have met through this forum, that have really helped me to stay on track. It doesn't replace meetings which I am late for one now, but it sure makes a great supplement. Thanks for letting me share