Shoot, Julie, we pray the step 3 prayer at every meeting. The serenity prayer.
In step 3 we only DECIDE to turn our wills over. In step 11, we do it.
Hey, it's an every day renewal thing to me. I know I'm likely to change my mind over night. Have to redo it every morning. Besides, I love doin it.
I tell my wife I love her every morning, too, just in case she thinks I changed my mind.
Just keep prayin whatever you need to. God's on your side.