angel143 wrote:I came home, I felt better, no anxiety, but felt teary eyed. Ugh. I went outside, looked up at the sky and just prayed. I think it was the first true time since all this started. I asked for help. I admitted I couldnt do it alone. I cried as I admitted all the things I had done and all the ways I need help. Then I talked to my angels. And cried some more.
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Susan68 wrote:.... I am soo not a crier. I never let myself cry, never mind in front other people. After joining AA its like a regular occurence. The crying is what often keeps me from speaking at meetings. It's awful. I hate having people look at me with pity. Hate it.
For me, what I think might have happened was... I got sober!
I was able to feel what I was feeling... without numbing it out.
It felt as though it was the first time in my life... that I was experiencing emotions that were so intense!
I felt humble ---
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